Monday, December 26, 2011
So Christmas is over, it's gray outside and life goes on...
As I drove along in the early morning fog (which we get here a lot in Orlando) I saw assorted boxes from new toys on driveways, waiting for the garbage truck and eventually the landfill. I also saw blow-up Santas and reindeer now half-deflated and soaked with dew in someone's yard. It was kind of sad.
But it reminds me of the direction everything on this earth goes - towards decay. The newness rubs off, becomes old and then dies.
As humans we fumble with this universal law of entropy, constantly propping up new newness hoping that it will stay balanced and give us the peace we want. We watch movies, read books, buy cars, purchase technology, blah, blah, blah but it all gets old, loses it's luster and dies.
I'm glad it dies. I'm glad that my towers of stuff/escape/entertainment/idols fall over. They make me look around for something that will last, something that won't tarnish, something like a really, really nice pearl - all the colors of the spectrum in one tiny orb.
The pearl of God's kingdom. God's kingdom doesn't fade and won't die. While I'll grow old, feeble and will go back to being dust, God's kingdom will just go on getting brighter, better and more awesome than my feeble brain can handle.
I spend a lot of time wondering if am I in or am I out of this kingdom. But the real question is, since I'm loved by the king, am I willing to enjoy this kingdom right now, help see it alive and working in the world right now, ready to be the King's regent, messenger and servant, loving this world RIGHT NOW?
Now is the time to sell all and live for this kingdom. Now is the time to live. Now is the time enjoy being a child of God, and let that oneness with my creator pump through my very veins. Now is the time to quit worrying about doing the right things and begin enjoying being led, walking and running with my father/brother/friend God. Now is the time for the kingdom of joy.
Frankly, if God's kingdom is as good as it claims to be, maybe my eternal destination isn't as important for me to think about as is enjoying this kingdom now, and letting others know about this kingdom. For certain, Satan has a mixed CD for me that I can listen to all day. It plagues me with condemning sinful patterns and reminders of my selfishness. It's last song is that I'm going to hell - that even Christ's blood doesn't cover, habitual, selfish, willful rebellion and sin. But it does...
I could either listen to this CD and waste time trying to rebut it with scripture or philosophy or theology, or I could go out and play the music of the kingdom. And if you're like me and you like having fun, playing kingdom music sounds awesome. So I plan on playing kingdom music, earnestly searching for God, wrestling with him and hoping, believing and trusting that he can use me (with all my baggage) to spread something so GOOD that it trumps all BADNESS.
I'm trumped, may the cards fall where they may. I admit it Satan has me beat, but I know my Dad can take care of him. So I'm going to live today, for it's the only day I have today. And I'm going to show some people this pearl, because it really is something. And tomorrow, I plan on living for tomorrow and holding tight to this pearl.